Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

My Dreams.....




Even when my eyes are wide open, there's this world I have - the world of my dreams - that slowly appears and begins to take control of me. It all starts like a small glint of sparkle, and within no time, I see my dreams dancing in my eyes like erupting flames of fire. A thousand worlds with their own gateways and their own stories appear, and the next moment I see myself in places I never knew could exist.
And when I'm THERE, I ride on the winds of blue sky, enclosing the reddish sun with open arms. Somehow, my inner being sparkles like a reflection of the happy mood of this world so unimaginable.

My dreams hold no doubts, neither do they possess any expectations from me - unlike this world where every step I take is doubted and questioned. They belong with me, completely. I carry them, running like an innocent child, and they - like a kite in my control - follow me, flying with all their magnificence. And often, when I desire, I fly along with them, in those open spaces, unrestricted, unbounded.
I own my dreams more like they're a part of me.. And why not? I've been nurturing them ever since I was a little kid. As the time has flown, My dreams have grown too. From the childhood wonderland to empire of ecstasy and hope, they've come a long way.

They know my heart felt desire to grow old and wise, and find MY purpose of life, but at the same time, always keep reminding me of the childlike joyful world which initiated them. You might want to term all this as running away from the obvious or being insanely optimistic, but I wouldn't call my dreams a refuge from reality. But yes, when I am with them, there's NOTHING else that matters more for me.

PS : After writing it, even i am thinking what i have written... :P

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Beyond Pain.....




Sometimes we just want to cry out loud… but we can’t as we are surrounded by people who “may think we are weak”… and some other times our tears too leave our eyes alone... dry and empty and sad… dying to say something but awaiting for an ounce of understanding from even a stranger… tired of pretending and deceiving…
We all are grown enough to think for our self… at least we think so… we just need people in our life to listen to us without judging… without opining… without hating us for what we did but still loving us and helping us to understand what we “actually did”… someone who “understands us”… a “friend”… someone who will read our eyes when we are trying to show that we are all right, confident and strong but we are so hurt inside…
Desires are there in every one of us… for some it’s when we want to be better than our companion at work & career or friend circle or beauty or talent or bikes or popularity or girlfriend/boyfriend or anything… some other times we want the person we deeply love to look at us and attend us and love us at least a little if not as much as we do … some other times we want our parents and elders who we really respect and adore to understand us.. to permit us to do our will ... to appreciate what we are good at… and so many things…
Why every time we feel so small… even if we have achieved many good things in life… why every time we want to be and have “more than them”. Why jealous? Why fake? Why lying? Why cheating? Why so dissatisfied? Why now we don’t have a single spare minute each day to thank God for what He made us and gave us? Why we can’t understand how better we are than so many other people who live only cuz they “can’t afford to die” (may be cause no money or too many responsibilities).
Life can be so much better and pleasant if we stop “expecting”… and just do our “karma” with dedication…
But that sounds so “unreal” and “impossible”…
It surely is not… though too close to being called so…
We can’t stop lying & faking as that is the demand of our society. No one will accept an “Honest Loser” na! But we can at least make sure we love honestly… and lie harmlessly… and pretend without losing the knowledge of who we actually are and being proud of it…
May be just like sometimes we need someone …
To smile and hug us…
To wipe our tears…
To tap our back on our success…
To party around with us…
We can also do it for someone…

I am LUCKY that i have such good friends :)